Day ?
I don’t know what day I’m on now. I got distracted and stopped writing. I went to my moms house for winter vacation and haven’t really kept track of much other than my working at the elementary school. My 20th birthday was yesterday and right now I’m watching my brother come home from Iraq online. He’s in Texas, I’m in New York. He doesn’t talk to me anyway
Anyway, I still think tumblr is silly.
Day 7
This morning I am on my way to my great grandmother’s funeral. She was one of the most wonderful women I have ever met and I am so thankful I was about to share 20 years of my life with her. She passed away on Thursday from kidney failure and cancer. She was so strong yet such a tiny woman. She wanted to meet Zach but unfortunately never did. I know she will some day in heaven.
We’re going to continue celebrating Zach’s birthday today by going to Buffalo Wild Wings and his mom is taking him shopping. Zach literally is getting 4 or 5 days to celebrate turning 19. Lucky boy. I get one day to celebrate my 20th. Maybe two just do I can do dinner with my dad at some point.
I don’t really know what else is happening today. I’m sick and tired
Day 6
Today is Zachary’s 19th birthday. It’s been a simple day with not much to say about.
I’m frustrated because I feel like I do everything wrong. I don’t get a break, ever. No matter what I try to do, it’s always wrong.
Dinner with Zach and his parents then to his little brother’s play.
Time for shenanigans
Day 5
I am finally caught up! Hopefully I wont slack again!
I am writing this blog right now instead of tonight because tonight is shenanigans night! I’m going with my boyfriend to his friends’ apartment for “thirsty Thursday”/”drink because it’s almost Zach’s birthday”.
Zachary’s birthday is tomorrow. Obviously. My birthday is next Tuesday, December 20th.
Today I had an English “exam” and my psychology exam. Still feeling confident that I’ll actually pass the semester.
My great grandmother passed away this morning. She lived a very long and successful life. When I saw her last she just kept telling me that she was ready. I just wish I could have seen her one more time and that Zach could have met her. She is one of the most amazing women I have ever known.
I’m going to pack to leave college now. I work from 2-5 then shenanigans begins with my wonderful Zachary.
Day 4
Still trying to catch up.
Yesterday I had my math and education exams. I actually feel, for once, that I’m going to pass this semester!
Nicole, my best friend’s twenty-first birthday was yesterday. I had a few big sips of her gigantic marguerita and I had one jello shot, but I decided to go home to catch up on sleep. She got sloshed and feels really ill now.
I didn’t catch up on sleep. I stayed up until midnight writing my psychology final essay and playing with my favorite toy.
Yesterday seemed to be a good day even though I was only running on three hours of sleep.



